Bad News

My dad is out of hospital now, but guess what?

He's been diagnosed with cancer.

Why? Why out of all the people in the world, why must my dad have cancer?
My dad is the one person in my family who understands me, no one else knows me like he does.
Meanwhile, my ma has just been irritating me, asking every two seconds if I'm okay, and following me. If things were switched around, my dad would give me my space, because he knows I HATE the kind of behavior my ma shows.

I am so tired of this shit. Don't give me any of that "Your mother is just caring about you." bullshit either. I KNOW, and SHE knows.
She's left me alone for now, she finally got the message that I do best alone.

I just bought Mass Effect 1 and 2 yesterday, so I'll probably be trying to calm down that way. Some time this week, I'll be able to finally visit my dad. (The reason why I couldn't before was because of some 'infection' bullshit, and that I'm 'too young'. Bah.)

I'm not drawing during this. I need to be in a good mood.
Besides, I'd just end up drawing something bad and screwing up.

My ma says that dad will be fine, but she's the type to hide things. I mean, she even hid the fact that dad went in the hospital in the first place! She makes me so sick sometimes... She favors lying to try and keep people happy over the truth, but what she doesn't realise is that one day it will come back around to haunt her.

My dad isn't the healthiest of people, and I can't just believe my ma when she says he'll be okay. She knows nothing.
Why can't she just be honest? If my dad is going to die, I'd rather know now so I can prepare for it.

She doesn't understand that I prefer knowing the truth, over happiness.

I hope dad pulls though this. He's still got that holiday he was talking about, after all!

So long everyone. I'll still be here if you need to talk...
Just don't mention my mother, okay?